On the way to work I had a huge epiphany. .. It occurred to me that life is.. well.. These realizations, though very overwhelming, are also pretty empowering, motivating, uplifting, and many more positive things. I decided that for the months of November and December I want to take a break from all social networking sites. For too long I’ve let these sites pollute my thinking and influence a lot of my behavior.
I just had a serious epiphany in a lot of realization came to mind and it was actually pretty damn power ranger motivating just everything
God has allowed me to see so many things. He’s changed my perspective on a lot and provided me with multiple additional aspects to help me decipher and discern many things that seem to have me mind boggled. I believe that JUST with the presence of God…knowing He’s steering the wheel makes things much clearer and removes unnecessary anxiety. It’s like He says….relax, I have this. Which He does.
But real reason for writing this is an overall epiphany I just had. For the longest I tried so many different things to make myself feel better or look better. When you feel off and like you don’t know yourself or why you feel the way you feel…you seek reasons, confirmation, validation. Anything that will create peace and destroy the negative uproar that occurs randomly and deep within you. However….the closer I get to God the closer I am to truly being free of my demons. No matter how much meditation I was doing, or how many scriptures I read.. I was still depressed. But with maturity and experiences and awakening…I’ve come to terms with the real enlightenment. Real joy comes from believing everything can be worked out. And regardless of circumstances or interferences… There’s nothing we as humans have power to do to change some things. Resting and believing in the Lord results in true peace. And trust me when I say you will be amazed at how things really work out if you just hold on
God has allowed me to see so
My coworker Amy Flaga is a supreme bitch. And OVERALL I don’t like her ass. She annoys the absolute shit out of me sometimes. And what kills me is she’s super bipolar or fake or something. I don’t know why she feels the need to always voice her irrelevant ass opinion and she’s not a supervisor or admin. Eh. White women really kill the shit out of me period. Idk what I technically want the result of my life to be…..but I’m coming to grips with the harsh reality that I actually hate working …not because the work is too difficult or too easy. Because working at any place of business becomes a pain in the ass after a certain period of time. People are annoying, needy, demanding…persistent…thoughtful about bringing you down but thoughtless when it comes to being a TRUE help. I’m only ranting because I didn’t wanna right this in my spirit journal and I’m growing tired of publicizing my rants. However, I need to let this out because it’s how I feel. And I don’t feel things are meant to gather and build up within u causing you to seem crazy for no reason. Soooooooooooooooo…….
I know God has it. I know He does. I’m going through constant trials and tribulations because I’m strong and I can do more than take it…I can always get the victory. I will always get the victory
#amen life was not designed for you to just breeze right through every day, moment, or circumstance. It’s funny that people believe they’re the exception to the rule. Everyone has problems!!! Stop complaining, deal with it, and ENJOY life! #andimdone #realestishieverwrote #haveablessedday
#Regram it be so real, lol.
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